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Update: 5 Things On The 5th (January 2019)

First month of 2019! And...well, of course when I look at it in retrospect, I'm like "what exactly did I do?" I feel like January just passed me by, but there were things that happened. A lot of it was getting lost in the day to day, and to be honest, I don't want that to be the case. Maybe I should work harder at finding things I'm proud of, and doing those throughout the month. That said:
  1. I did go to Ohayocon! I just went on Saturday, and I had a friend go with me so I wasn't scared. But it worked out really well. I was exhausted after and I didn't really sleep LOL but I ran into an artist I hadn't seen in years and got to cosplay and play games. I think I'll be properly ready for Matsuricon -- and anything else -- as long as I can figure out how to sleep on Friday nights!
  2. I watched Rent "Live." Yeah, it wasn't really live, who's counting. But I still knew all the words, just like I used to. Guess some things never change. 
  3. I threw myself into a massive project at work that is a huge issue. There's a computer error that... basically nobody's fixing and they're all just bandaid fixing it. I've been on two conference calls over the past two days and we're finally making progress. It feels good to be wanted at the POE.
  4. I went to Sammy Ash to look at something and felt comfortableish playing piano out and about, and I had at least five people stop and say how good I was. It kind of shocked me, but in a good way.
  5. During the MLK weekend, I spent most of my time speed-editing a book that I hope to share with you all next month :D
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